SHI'EN

2012-01-10T01:52:00.002+08:00

大家现在都各自在忙着选择自己想要进的课程
我却在这里忙着烦跟别人不一样的事情
如果考多一分不就好了
如果那时选择从考华文不就好了
如果那时读geog时多用点心不就好了
combine humans差一点就及格了！
SS 考的真的还不错，combine humans 都被拉上来了 -,-
超后悔为什么当时不用心去读geog !
如果一开始就用心读的话，现在就没事了！！！！！

我好想死啊~~~~~

现在终于才开始紧张将来
希望不会太晚

好想養狗噢~🐶

2011-11-21T01:41:00.001+08:00

Pray for tmrw.

2011-10-26T23:18:00.001+08:00

Having serious headache the whole night. Can't even study. And tmr's alrdy maths exam.
Have to wake up early tmr and study at home first, thn go for remedial before exam. Sigh.

2011-10-25T14:26:00.001+08:00

“We were never promised of a debut. We gritted our teeth and kept enduring.” - Infinite.

...

2011-10-25T13:53:00.001+08:00

不管怎樣我還是覺得我完蛋了
Lost all my hopes after English.
Don't know how to describe my feelings now. I'm studying, but also giving up at the same time.

Gosh, am I dying ? 

2011-10-17T13:08:00.001+08:00

Have been coughing non stop for a month. Need to take my O's in a few days time !!

Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2011-10-15T20:18:00.001+08:00

Finally having tuition again after 4 years. Os in a few days only. Teacher say sure can get c6. O.o
Today suddenly feel like spending money. Actually wanted to meet mum at cityhall to shop, but was still at jp when she wanted to meet me. So went to Clementi to eat and shop.
Saw one white shoe, wanted to buy but in th end didn't buy. :(
IWANTBUYSHOEAHHHHHHH!

Damn pissed off.

2011-10-08T15:53:00.001+08:00

媽的。你做人可不可以有責任感一點啊。把事情搞到這樣不覺得人家會很煩嗎？知道不可能的是就不要先答應等大家把時間安排好了然後才說不行。 And your reply is like we're the one at fault. seriously damn pissed off.

Guilty

2011-10-04T18:54:00.001+08:00

Should have just go according to what I had planned.
Sorry.
To everyone and myself.

Wasted.

2011-10-01T23:05:00.001+08:00

I've wasted the whole of today.
Not doing anything but using computer.
Not revising, not completing homework, not studying at all. :/
What am I gonna do for Os.

Tmr have to complete all homework and study!!!

...

2011-09-27T23:39:00.001+08:00

English mock exam today.
Was almost sleeping while doing P2.
Suddenly woke up and realized tht Th ans I've written really have nothing got to do with th passage.
Dream also can dream about passage. Sigh.
Seriously tiring today.
Feel stressful even without homework today.
...
Mixed feelings.

Sicksicksick.

2011-09-23T23:39:00.001+08:00

Night class today. So long never complete a math paper successfully in 2hours alrdy. :X
Many ppl sick today.
Me also sick:(

Ppl working at jp gv sucks.

2011-09-22T17:22:00.001+08:00

Wanted to watch movie just now, but dk no student price today. Thn tht person just say can see carefully or not?
*%^+$@&$-),£€£¥\+^\^+*£_|_!
thn give tht f.face. Nb.

Woohoo~ (random)

2011-09-20T23:19:00.001+08:00

Been so long since i posted. ^^

2011-08-07T00:53:00.001+08:00

2011-08-02T18:50:00.002+08:00

烦死了.

身边的每一个人都变了

连自己都变了

还在最重要的时候变

现在还想逃避那些我不想面对的事情

我要疯了

我已经走错很多很多步了

我没药救了

2011-06-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

watched Something Borrowed today with isabella and wangyu.
chatted on the way from schl to jp.
wangyu told us we used to fight alot last time, me and isabella.
both of us didnt remember until she told us.
somemore its physically... O.O
the way she described really funny.
and they told me i will suddenly like not happy.
but they said they know its not serious,
so they didnt treat it seriously. -.-
i very friendly one okay ?!

started on canvas for art today alrdy.
like finally !
quite fun painting on the canvas.
but the drawing part really very irritating.
its been so long since i used th OHP.
many of us even forgotten wht its called, LOL.

2011-06-14T00:12:00.001+08:00

coursework week !

jiayou! ^^

뿅 ~

2011-06-02T18:45:00.000+08:00

i cant control,

i'm crazy. :/

2011-05-23T16:31:00.000+08:00

chinese o'level in a week :/

2011-05-16T21:04:00.002+08:00

seoul garden for lunch with isabella&wangyu today.
their fish very nice, :D
after that rent movie go wangyu's hse watch.
first one very boring, change to horror movie.
but i fell asleep ...
tmr going beach in th morning if possible.

feel like i'm going to get scolded by teachers for my results.
sigh.

2011-05-02T20:26:00.002+08:00

went out study with isabella @ clementi mac.
and i only managed to memorised one factor
from one essay for ss :/
after tht fell asleep.
even when isabella wake me up ask me to pack up
i still continue to sleep. sigh.
i'll sleep when i see words .
if only nominwoo's beside me when i study ;P
hhahahas.
after tht went to photo copy worksheets.
thn koi. when we return to collect the worksheets,
tht person was still not done yet.
made us stand there wait for 10mins thn tell us
to go back in another 10mins.
after we went to collect,
tht person messed up my worksheets,
like how her hair is -.-
now, idk which paper belong to which chapter.
its not even one subject, ss and geog __
how fujifilm works .
and now i'm back watching east of eden,
how am i going to pass my exams ?!?!

2011-04-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

and we really didnt go ... :/

2011-04-24T11:49:00.002+08:00

went swimming with isabella and wangyu on friday.
only a few laps and i'm totally tanned now :/
said gonna go swim every friday,
but also dk will go anot,
i've got a feeling tht one of us will sure say dont want go,
or something cropped up and we all cnt go ><

2011-04-18T23:33:00.005+08:00

ESSAYS ESSAYS and ESSAYS.

fewmoredaystomid-year,

whyamistillnotinbednow.

2011-04-12T19:37:00.010+08:00

watched rio today. quite nice :)

actually planned to watch limitless. nc16.

bought the tickets, but when going in tht time,

they wanted to check out ic. one of us not 16 yet,

so changed show. but rio is still quite nice :)

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ITS FUCKING MY FAULT. :(

2011-04-06T20:35:00.003+08:00

sit&reach in the morning.
felt completely light after doing.
after that math lesson, tch totally unreasonable !
!@#$%^@#$^&*($% dance,
almost killed by isabella and wangyu.
i've to flip over linya,
thn isabella grab one of my leg, wangyu the other.
it was at a hand stand position,
i wanted to tell them to put me down alrdy,
thn they suddenly push me backwards.
totally screaming my lungs out. when i realised it,
i was alrdy kneeling on the floor.
when i'm able to do it myself,
changed partner to wangyu,
since isabella say she very 'hard' but in the end she fell,
almost sprain my ankle, pain ttm.

2011-03-29T18:57:00.000+08:00

相比其他十一个星座的女孩，魔羯女是最令人费解的一个群体。她们神秘莫测，却又无比简单，她们既冷漠又火热，既现实又浪漫，是一切矛盾的综合体，对不曾接触过她们这一群体的男人产生了不可抗拒的吸引力。她们对于男人或对于情感很清楚自己的所作所为，表面上好像已经跟对方在一起了，事实上可能是因为她现在还没有对象，而且有个男生在旁边可以方便使唤或接送，所以就默许了这个男朋友。对方会对摩羯女百依百顺，若稍不顺心就会翻脸就不认人，这就是摩羯女。摩羯女还有一句话，只要没有合适的，你就是备胎。

2011-03-26T17:18:00.002+08:00

小修。。。

死了。。。

也不知道为什么会死。

不知道要怎么做，

就把它埋了。。

之后回去看，

全部都是蚂蚁。

看了很伤心。。。

小寒！要好好的活下去！

2011-03-15T19:16:00.002+08:00

in the middle of the tough road ..

GONE.

2011-03-06T18:42:00.004+08:00

OMFG ! GD , seungri , cheondong freaking hotttt ! ♥

2011-03-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

要想很多。。。

想了很久，结果是什么？

2011-03-03T22:31:00.002+08:00

时间过得很快，
一转眼，一个星期就过了
想了想，好像都没做到什么
又缺课
整个星期都不舒服
感觉要死掉了-。-
该完成的东西
连一半都还没做到
不知道自己在干嘛

这个星期要完成！

努力努力努力！

2011-02-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

NICE !

watching season 4 alrdy (:

2011-02-25T23:29:00.004+08:00

FUUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKK ! _|_

whats the big deal of some delayed homeworks?!
no point calling parents right?
like you gonna help me.
it dont looks like you wanna help,
when you asked if i understood,
i nod my head, and you said like i
know how to do this kind of work.
well, since i'm not up to your standard,
thn transfer me to another class.

at first, you said you wanna know the
standard of our class, but time not enough.
now, you know our class's standard well enough,
not up to your standard,
you tell us our standard not tht low one.

this is first time i dont feel like respecting a
teacher, in my whole life.
no matter how a teacher scold/disgrace me infront
of the class, i would just forget it a few days later.
you're the first ever teacher i hate so much.
and the first teacher ever,
that i'm not gonna respect anyore.

maybe is our schl's fault afterall.
shouldnt have sent a new teacher to teach us
students who're taking Olevels this year.

2011-02-24T22:56:00.003+08:00

now eyes going to close alrdy, Zzz

schl was ... ... ...

chinese teacher sucks :(

want teach good students go first

class teach lah,

come here teach for wht.

health checkup.

got one nurse get scolded,

until cry .

but, is not her fault.

is ... isabella's fault :/

after schl, geog remedial.

msyeo soooo nice!

know we havent had lunch,

scared we got gastric pain,

say go take worksheets,

thn brought ferrero rocher

for us! :D

some teachers forever will not be like her :/

anyway, dont know what i'm saying now.

too tired, gonna sleep ><

2011-02-23T19:22:00.004+08:00

我好像看不到你了。。。

Wednesday,
a very good day to pon schl.
hhahhas.
now every wed at least got one ppl
absent from schl.
after schl, KFC.
everytime at KFC sure got something
very funny to laugh about.
today's victim is isabella.
LOL.
thn linya brought koi.
after tht remedial, thn cca.
today's practice quite fun (:

2011-02-21T18:30:00.003+08:00

whydoihavetoknowsomethingaboutyoufromotherpeople?

woke up damn late today.
alrdy 0715 when wangyu called me.
faster called back to tell i'm late.
all i think was that today have
focused test, must go schl.
thn took cab, this year alrdy dk take
cab to schl how many times alrdy -.-
but in th end still late for schl.
detention after schl. :(
after tht linya asked why not stay at home,
thn go schl for focused test after tht.
at least wont late and no detention.
found myself so dumb tht time :/
during detention,
many teachers walked past,
asked me why detention class.
thn i know so many teachers know me O. O
and, mrsmano still rmb me,
thought today wont get lecture by her .

thetimeformetoconfessis26.02.2011.11.00AM ??

2011-02-19T21:37:00.004+08:00

我的桃花运，真的吗？

movie with isabella at iluma in

the morning. 127hours.

nc16, but at first we dk is nc16,

thn went to buy the ticket,

thn tht person ask for our ic,

but isabella's birthday not over yet,

so she said she forgotten to bring her ic.

tht person in the end still let us in :)

after tht went to national library.

thn to clementi's mac&longjohn to study

and wait for linya to knock off.

127hours is so disgusting :/

next time dont want watch nc16

movie alrdy lah :(

2011-02-16T19:19:00.005+08:00

AlmondBlossom symbolise Hope.

overslept and didnt went to schl today ><

but still went back to schl for

remedial and cca.

hurt my leg during cca,

now damn pain :(

骗人的，那些都是骗人的。

2011-02-15T20:01:00.004+08:00

i need someone to talk to :/

TDD today.
explaining the same thing
every year :/
after schl partyworld :D
while singing the last song,
suddenly rewind, applause,
and then paused.
but no one touched the remote,
then all stunned,
but isabella play again,
thn sing finish, all ran off.
LOL.

2011-02-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

VALENTINE ♥

presentation,
test,test,test.
my valentine :/
and teacher's gonna be very shock
with my 'valentine presents' (:
watched homecoming with
2 other lonely girls ,
although quite funny,
but felt tht watching it was a
waste of time,
bored ttm, didnt bring homeworks
back to do .
tmr first period english,
SIAN !

2011-02-13T15:12:00.002+08:00

national library w isabella yesterday.
was like sooo late.
iluma's koi, finding seats, blablabla.
after tht bugis street.
bought bagpack,
wanted to use it today,
but too tired, so didnt went out.

stay at home sure cant study one :/
physics/chem focused test, maths test,
chinese,english,physics,chem homeworks,
..... how to complete by today .

how i wished my mother not working,
like last time, no freedom.
cannot go out everytime,
limited time online,
completing work in the given time, .......
these would at least make me feel better.

总之，我就是没有时间观念。

2011-02-10T15:49:00.002+08:00

yesterday night study till too late,
this morning's geog exam dozzing off.
whole paper full of inks :X
in th end, still fall asleep without completing
th paper :/
chinese lesson also sleeping,
thn suddenly teacher come bang my table,
shocked .
because of this,
isabella laugh for th whole day :/

HAVE to study later .

2011-02-09T20:23:00.002+08:00

first period today, pe.
teacher didnt come,
but still ran 3 rounds.
must be back within 12 minutes.
me,isabella,linya,feifei&wanyu
ran together.
first time ran together from start till end.
before tht either someone will stop and walk
thn split, or dont wanna run anymore,
thn tell teacher not feeling well.
hhaha.
maths lesson,
dozzing off as usual.
expectations different from other teachers,
so what?
i dont see th difference in th method of teaching.
even felt tht th previous teacher tought better thn you.

after schl went to prizestage.
alrdy saw a damn big&cute rilakkuma from far.
thn try to catch,
thn rilakkuma alrdy going to drop out,
wanted to try th second time,
sure tht i can get tht toy,
in th end, machine broke down! ;(
after tht maths remedial,
teacher2 gave angpao!!!
suddenly felt apologetic for not paying
attention during th remedial :(
CCA, stare into space.
dinner at Wendy's after tht.

2011-02-06T20:09:00.002+08:00

alrights,
CNY sucks :(
schl tomoro.
th thought of uncompleted works
makes my life !@#$%^&&**(&$%^

OOHHHHH, JUST LET ME ROT .

2011-01-27T15:21:00.002+08:00

this week is sooooooooooo long.

dont know how to describe my feelings,

but th 'Olevel' word doesnt seems to be in my mind ...

2011-01-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

如果睡一觉，烦恼就能忘光光，那该有多好啊！

2011-01-17T15:47:00.002+08:00

muahhahha .
using dad's lappy to blog.
yesterday after work went home
straight away to complete my hw.
although not completed,
but wrote 3 compo okay.
slept at 3.
woke up at 0641am.
seriously late.
when i first saw th time on my phone,
i was thinking wht happened earlier.
thn suddenly jumped up from bed and
quickly prepare.
first time prepare so fast, within 9mins
all done. last time 7plus wake up also
nvr prepare so fast.
thn when waiting for th bus,
i was thinking why didnt i sleep back,
since both parents not at home -.-
but since alrdy out of hse, thn go schl lorh.
after tht still got th isabella later thn me.
waited for her, in th end late ):
heng no detention.
but th VP nagged at us again.
if she know we were late for th 3rd time,
maybe she'll really give us th repeat forms.

pe lesson after tht was totally a torture.
so long since i've run.
ran 3 rounds non stop.
i myself also surprised.
if 2.4 also like tht can pass alrdy lorh.
after tht assembly,
fell asleep during th talk.

ltr going out to jurong point to buy camera
w mum. so long since i went out w her alrdy (:
but scared ltr buy camera alrdy thn heartpain.
cause still got a total of 200+bucks of online sprees.
camera 500bucks. really can die oohh..

2011-01-16T15:06:00.001+08:00

not going to blog this few days,
cause my comp went BOOM! ,
followed by th chaoda smell.
and blogging w phone is seriously
fustrating ,
so, bye(:

2011-01-13T15:07:00.003+08:00

yesterday went to watch the tourist.
th story is so boring tht i fell asleep
in th middle of th movie.
also not much thrilling parts.
I REGRETTED WATCHING IT, SERIOUSLY.
but gonna watch other 2 movies th nxt time.
looks very interesting (:

chem remedial after schl today.
teacher damn angry at us for not
bringing our practical bks.
first time see her so angry.
thn she go make some copies for us,
ask us go infront take.
thn linya and wangyu still want me to
help them take also.
teacher stare until th eyes so big ):

tomoro got cca and chingay,
sat got flagday and chingay.
dk how long nvr went for chingay
practices alrdy .
and linya say she also working on sat,
same time as me,
dk real or fake one.

2011-01-11T20:13:00.002+08:00

今天早上差一点就睡不醒了。
天气超冷的！
都不想碰到水。
坐巴士的时候也是！
冷气就在我头顶上！
但是太高了，
调不了。
结果就一直抖到JP。

今天有体育课！
量身高和体重。
我变矮了。
体重如果在少一两公斤的话就好了。
呵呵，要减肥了。
但最近在学校都狂吃，
也不知道为什么那么饿。。。

明天有CCA，
但想去看电影。
可是又不想要花钱。
因为需要买很多东西。
算来算去，
也需要花个四五百块。
我的人生就那么的缺钱吗？！
如果还有继续做工的话就好了。
但是。。。咳。。。
这是不可能的。
要也要等到大考完后再去做工。

因该会有半年多的时间不能买自己
想要的东西了吧。。。
算了，不花钱也好，
免得买了东西后心痛。
哈哈。

明天幸好没有数学和英文课。
但有CME。
老师一直换我们的坐位！
超讨厌的啦！
现在是什么情况？
不一样的老师，换得坐位却跟去年
的差不多一样。
恐怖。。。

不管怎样，明天就是早放学，
开心！！！ ^^

2011-01-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

schl today, SS first period.
forgotten to bring sec3 SS tb.
tht crazy bitch shout until like dk wht.
still say she very calm -.-
did SBQ during lesson and
SEQ for punishment.
totally forgot how to write alrdy.
in th end, just copied everything from th tb.

after tht, blablabla, blablabla,
schl ended.
after tht went to jp buy things.
when walking to posb bank tht time,
remembered need to put th cheque.
and i totally freaked out when i found out
tht i left my cheque in schl.
and i seriously find myself so STUPID.

cause i put th cheque in my file,
and before leaving th schl,
i knew i left my file in class,
but didnt thought tht my cheque was in there,
and happily left th schl.

thn i have to go back schl myself just for th cheque.
and wht's worst,
th classroom door was locked.
i climbed all th way up to my classroom to find it was locked.
100% dejected.
go back down to G.O. to ask for keys.
also dk how th staffs work.
dk who to ask for keys, thn want me go around find
th cleaners and ask.
in th end, found th one with th keys,
and he fucking want me to climb up,
open th door, take my things, lock th door,
and go back to him within 5 minutes.

#@!$%^#!(%$#@!$%^&*)_#!(%$#@!

seriously going crazy.

and i did something more crazier,
i spent over 200 bucks on online sprees!
and now going bankrupt.
dont even know why i did something like this.
sent in orders alrdy thn heartpain T0T

2011-01-09T13:02:00.003+08:00

didnt managed to attend cca openhouse
and chingay practice yesterday.
my cca points fly off alrdy T0T
went to work.
forgotten many things :X
ltr going work again.

&&& i havent even touched my homework .
sigh. gonna chiong my homework ltr.

2011-01-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

schl as per normal today.
physics tch was annoying.
ss tch was horrible.
hhahhas,
schl life should be like tht.
after schl slack around at jp,
and thn went for CCA.
others were practicing for th
openhouse while we were
staring into space, daydreaming,
laughing at other people, chatting,
selfcaming, blablabla ...

sorry, we really have nothing else to do :D

LOL!

she looks like she appear out of nowhere beside me.

isabella folk dancing :D

LOL! wangyu's eyes!
In hall,

we were selfcamming all th way
towards th end of dance practice.
damn funny when me and linya

were making funny faces and th

photos came out really strange,

funny and ugly. LOL.

actually there were more,

but lazy to upload :X

2011-01-06T18:10:00.002+08:00

split into different groups again for english lesson.
no one accompany me !
linya, feifei and wangyu same group,
isabella one group,
me one group.
sianned.
english lesson might be th one i dislike most.
hmm,
still got SS .
just pray hard tht SS wont split into groups.
today math lesson quite funny,
me, linya and isabella sit together,
wangyu and feifei sit together.
its like一个头一个尾lorh.
wangyu and feifei sit right in front of
th cless, thn me, linya and isabella
sit right at th back of th class.
LOL.

today didnt went for th CCA openhouse practice.
cause went home before tht
and dont feel like going out again .

咳。。。
真的不知道要怎么跟她相处。
人家自私就好了，
幹吗跟人家一起自私，
都不知道是性格还是头脑的问题。
不想做就说出来，
幹吗找那么多借口。
自己敢做的事情，
为什么不敢承认？
还需要别人来帮你背黑锅，
之后还当作没事情发生一样。
咳。。。
早就该发现你本来就那么自私了。

2011-01-05T20:28:00.002+08:00

开学两天了。
感觉和之前不一样。
虽然对一些安排不是很满意，
但也没有很讨厌的感觉。
上课心情还满好的。
希望到了SS的课，
心情还是一样，
因为听说SS的老师还满凶的。

今天上学迟到了！
因为去买早餐吃。
结果站了半天，
副校长才下来。
一下来就叫sec 5和sec 4 express
的学生站出来。
她就先去骂sec 5的学生。
动作很大。看起来骂很凶。

看见她一走来，大家都紧张。
但是谁知道，她一开口，
整个傻眼。
说话不是说很大声，
讲话也很好笑。
看她那么认真的样子，
都不敢笑出来。

之后就问些有的没的。
然后才回班。

因为迟到，
不知道新老师是美国人，
刚开始问我问题时，
一直听不懂，
过后同学说了我才明白。
他们还说我的表情很epic.
哈哈。

之后就上美术课。
今年看起来会很忙很忙。
下个礼拜还要把50个sketches
交上去。。咳。。。

之后的华文课就继续写作文。
拉拉就睡觉。
然后我写到一半就看见她跳起来。
吓到我了。
她说是梦见东西，
但忘了是什么。 -.-

今天拿到了yearbook.
他，看起来不怎么样了。
希望不是因为某个原因。
拉拉说我看起来不错，
因为很白，
但我觉得脸超胖的！！
好像有点不像我。

放学后就去CCA.
很神奇的，没被骂。
因为之前很久都没上CCA了。

明天还有CCA open house,
是想累死我吗。
想到就不想去。。。

2011-01-04T20:49:00.004+08:00

first day of schl today.
not enough tables and chairs,
so th 5 of us seperated :(
in th end, me and linya share one chair.
sit until both of us butt pain.
after 2-3 periods thn got extra tables and chairs.
recess time change to 11am.
30min later.
hungry like dk wht.
all of us dk eat how much food.

dont really like this year's arrangement.
chem lessons split into 2.
me, linya and wangyu at misszhang's class,
isabella and feifei at mdmchiew's class.
even msteo says she wanna rearrange our
seating arrangement T0T
i bet no one will follow one lorh.

today almost fall asleep in class,
especially math lesson.
me and linya dozing off alrdy.
thn isabella and patrick fell asleep.
punished by tch xD
thn me and linya tease her,
say she dreaming of someone,
ppl keep calling her also dk.

after schl went to party world
celebrate my b'day ! ^^
linya and isabella left early,
so left me, feifei and wangyu.
abit quiet, but still continue
anyhow sing xDDD

went home around 7.
slept through out on th bus
on my way home.
damn tired ><

suddenly dont feel like going
schl anymore :X

&& i'm officially 16 now (:

2011-01-03T20:23:00.002+08:00

schl reopening tomoro.
excited.
wonder who our FT is.
today rest.
actually wanna go out buy new bag,
but woke up too late,
so decided to stay at home.
felt strange staying at home doing
nothing, since i started working.
last few weeks never take leave
at all.
later have to go prepare for schl lerh.

2010-12-31T12:59:00.002+08:00

人都是说话不算话的。
算了。
早就该料到没有那么好的事情。
自己没看见的，
不代表那个人没做，
不在意，或不关心。
你说我都不和你商量，
你要我把事情做到这种地步了，
还有商量的余地吗？
你说我只会做我想做的事情，
不会为你们想，
那你们要我这么做的时候，
有为我想过吗？

还有，
不爽就在我面前说，
干吗在我不在的时候和她说。

妈的，把自己的女儿说到这样，
你不觉得羞耻我都替你感到丢脸。

连自己女儿也不了解，
朋友做的不代表我也会做好吗？

连我和谁做朋友也要管。
如果我不交朋友，
干吗还让我上学啊！
你小时候没朋友吗？
拜托，
我已经15岁了，
被你这样管就算了，
连交朋友的权利都没有吗？

平时出去你都问东问西的，
跟你说了你还怀疑，
不相信干吗还问啊？！

gosh, my last few days of 2010
has been ruined by my family.
dint expect th upcoming january
to be any better .
might be quarreliing with them again
during my birthday.
dont know how much i've
quarrelled/cried over this.

FML.

2010-12-30T14:57:00.003+08:00

最近发生了很多事情。。。
本来已经谈好了，
也不知道为什么会变到这样。
其实我烦脑的事，也只是小事。
身边有些朋友也有心事。
拿来比，我的根本不算什么。

父母始终都是家人，
不管怎样都会关心他们。
不想坚持做自己的事情
而连累到他们。

但对他，
始终还是有恨。
同样是家人，
为什么却不一样？
为什么要那么做？
即使是曾经
也不因该这样吧。

想到这里，
就想帮忙，
帮忙离开这里。

2010-12-28T09:44:00.002+08:00

yesterday night steamboat at kallang
after work.
thn helped LaLa with her "moving".
met a crazy bastard.
after tht went home to change and out to
east coast.
tonnnnnnn,
walllkkkkk,
maaccccccc,
thn cab home.
damn, 40 bucks.
ltr still got work,
gonna sleep ltr.

2010-12-27T14:36:00.002+08:00

一年又要过了。
今年和去年比起来差很多。
去年在学校常常惹事，找老师的麻烦。
做了一些不该做的事，
半年的时间就浪费在处罚上。
成绩一落千丈，还没想要去补救。
等到今年才开始后悔。

今年也不是很努力，
功课还是常常没做，
小考前还是没有复习，
我到了明年要怎么办啊！
虽然今年成绩是有进步，
但还是不够好。

去年和今年的朋友也差满多的。
去年的朋友太贪玩了，
没想到大考的重要性。
整天往外跑，到处去玩。
今年的朋友算是董事了吧。
因该是因为知道明年很重要，
所以比较努力读书。

今年假期也打了工，
满好的，大家都很热情。
明年还会继续做，
希望能把学业和工作两方面打理得好。
也希望明年不要再那么不懂事了。

2010-12-26T14:30:00.002+08:00

working on both christmas eve and christmas.
went orchard to celebrate after work on christmas eve.
spray until tio caught ><
reached home at 2plus.
morning nagged by mum again.

christmas yesterday.
exchange gifts, thn party world.
funfunfun.
promised to be home earlier,
but reached home at 3.
guess my mum doesnt want to
talk to me anymore.
i havent talk to her for 24 hrs alrdy T0T

going for work ltr on.
today doing cashier.

2010-12-21T12:35:00.002+08:00

SICK !

sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick

2010-12-20T12:42:00.002+08:00

我最近得了一种怪病。
早上是严重的感冒，
下午就头痛。
日子是不是不多啦。。。
开玩笑的，呵呵。

这几天做点单做到有点乱。
找钱给人家时要说谢谢的，
却说了欢迎光临。
丢脸死了 T0T

等一下会回去店等拉拉和欣欣，
和他们出去。

2010-12-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday do cashier and prep.
at first is me and xiaomei do cashier together,
thn after tht change to me and kynee.
both of them damn funny one.
after tht do prep.

today do kitchen with th new guy.
at least not with smoothie.

&&&& i changed my msn acc (:

2010-12-18T15:25:00.003+08:00

msn 的密码还想不起来
好想死哦 ...
琳雅说有事要跟我说
谁知道第二天就忘了msn
的密码了 ... T0T
等一下要上班
幸好不是和smoothie 在
厨房做 (:

just unprivate my blog :D

2010-12-17T13:00:00.001+08:00

KILL ME.

i've forgotten my msn pass ,
and i've been trying to sign in
for th past few hours !

2010-12-15T12:39:00.002+08:00

going out to look for shoes with
isabella later, thn work.
today doing cashier.
yesterday work in kitchen with smoothie.
keep on making things difficult for me.
in th end, not enough tea
still find excuses.

damn boring,
forgotten my pass and couldnt
sign in msn ...

2010-12-14T15:19:00.002+08:00

stomach pain ><

schl's going to reopen real sooooon,
holiday homeworks ..... considered not done.

chat late at night with isabella again.
chat about transformer blahblahblah ...
and realised my one year of happiness is gone.

going to work in awhile.
and everyday this week .

2010-12-13T14:23:00.002+08:00

yesterday night went to isabella's hse
to look for her. she came back from malacca.
thn her dad sent us to gp buy dinner.
after tht went back her hse to watch gloomy
salad days. i've alrdy watched until ep 19
but she started watching from ep 1 -.-
went back home at 10plus.
and thnks for th presents (:

later maybe going out with
my mother before work .

2010-12-12T17:45:00.002+08:00

sleepless night.
couldnt sleep yesterday night.
flipped through magazines till 3am,
felt abit tired and went to sleep, but until 5plus
still couldnt fall sleep.
felt hungry and went out to eat cup noodles.

i had always been afraid of eating in th kitchen at
night since 2 years ago, when i first watch th show.
damn scary. SS501's SOS.
told isabella during one of our mid-night chats,
she said i was crazy.

but yesterday night (or so called morning,) was really too hungry,
so ate th cup noodle.
after tht continue reading magazines until 6plus reaching
7am thn fall asleep.

woke up at 1pm when my dad came in to wake me up,
thn asked me if i want to have chilli crab or black pepper crab
for lunch. LOL.
thn comp th whole day,
cause TODAYNOWORK ! xD

2010-12-11T16:55:00.002+08:00

going to work later on.
isabella went to malacca,
and IAMALONE :(

maybe not going to people association tomoro.
so boring.
and IMISSSCHLDAYS .

2010-12-09T15:45:00.002+08:00

为什么要喜欢，
为什么要暗恋，
为什么要等待，
为什么要牺牲，
为什么要希望。

为什么开心或伤心都是因为你，
为什么我做的一切都是因为你？

年龄，不是问题，
身高，不是距离，
我的头脑，有问题。

maybe alien and human really shouldnt have met.

2010-12-09T13:15:00.002+08:00

gosh, how long since i've blogged.
my purpose of not blogging was to focus on my EOY.
but i guess tht doesnt help .

went to steamboat yesterday after work.
should be bbq .
quite fun. reached home at around 2am.
but still couldnt sleep.

maybe going out later.

2010-05-29T15:29:00.001+08:00

2010-05-28T16:17:00.003+08:00

holidays :D
not going to dance camp (:
mother going schl on monday to collect
report book .
after tht have to meet wy for nail polish things.
thn gonna dye french beige and cliffon pink !
hee ...
hope it comes out well.
and Xander got his 2 wisdom tooth out.
LOL .
going to watch music bank later ,
byeeeeee .

2010-05-21T15:54:00.002+08:00

played games and sleep in schl today.
art lesson roger tell us about his korean
girlfriend.
her name also im yoona.
same as snsd's yoona.
even surname also same, hhahhas.
after tht watched ms swan videos
and wht ghost in thailand.
quite creepy.
after tht went home.

2010-05-18T21:39:00.002+08:00

mblaq's new album out.
cheondung damn cool ~ !
LOL.
watched twilight and ai dao di
today again.
boring.
suddenly dont have th urge to watch
cinderella stepsister.
dk why.
tomoro have dance.
dk wanna go anot.

and th hottest asia guy is
JaeJoong ~ !!!

2010-05-17T17:22:00.002+08:00

rained this morning, damn cold.
first period chinese,
did nothing, only chat about someone.
after tht pe.
passed my SBJ. hee.
after tht math, revise questions.
thn blahblahblah,
assembly.
got one person come our schl talk.
damn funny one.
after schl lunch at long john.
thn look for cookieplus.
not available yet D;
thn isabella came my hse watch
soul. abit scary.
but after tht i fall asleep.
cause in between got too many
boring conversations.
tomoro getting back th papers.
and going gp after schl and see if
got cookieplus anot.

2010-05-15T19:05:00.000+08:00

damn funny.

2010-04-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

tomoro eng papers .
only memorise th formats
for situational writing .
hais.
watched sunao ni narenakute.
jaejoong's first j-drama.
thn somehow link to tht video .
see (or maybe hear) alrdy
damn sad .
ppl might not know tht
he's very sad and depressed
because of tht matter lorh .

2010-04-23T17:28:00.001+08:00

comp spoiled .
now currently using my father's laptop.
how nice, comp spoiled when exam
coming . LOL .

2010-04-22T17:33:00.002+08:00

today had th one minute speech .
heng nvr choose until me :D
but feifei got chosen . cause tch say
is one digit index number .
thn tch say th number is 2 .
thn isabella was like very happy she not chosen.
thn feifei huh very loud.
thn i realised she got chosen .
LOL . thn she very shock .
thn she dk need to say wht .
thn very fast one minute over alrdy .
after tht got a few funny things larh .
thn when we went back to class tht
time got ppl throw things out of th class .
thn got one tch saw .
she ask who tht person is , nobody want admit.
thn she go call principle come .
thn after tht saysaysay , mr so came
thn we stay until like 1pm like tht .
he cut th boys hair .
after tht went to cyber cafe do art .
havent finish yet .
at there do got purpose derh .
but isabella need go fetch her sist .
so went home lorh .
SOOO close niah .
wait awhile more jiu can lerh.
thn she need to go off .
hais .

2010-04-17T11:35:00.003+08:00

yesterday got th theme for
art exam . its so damn difficult.
need go finish th 5 A3 by tues .
hais .
after schl went to pepper lunch
with isabella,shandyandsophia.
after tht went to library .
6 plus leave library to extra fair price
accompany sophia buy chicken .
after tht bused home with sophia.

2010-04-13T16:02:00.003+08:00

deleted th previous post .

all misunderstanding .
maybe not misunderstanding also .
idk . damn confuse .
how can someone be so ...

today msteo explain th art exam to us again .
quite easy to do ,
but abit difficult .
this friday getting th art exam theme .
today math ,
punished by tch again ,
ppl change seat change until my seat
my problem issit ?

2010-04-11T19:12:00.002+08:00

sianned ,
tomoro need go schl .
need do th five stations .
after schl need stay back copy
ss essay five times ,
cause ms wang say ppl who got less thn
8 marks must stay back copy essay .
no need wait for tch to give back paper
alrdy know fail lerh lorh .
hais . art homework havent
finished yet .
iwantdielerhlarh ,

2010-04-11T10:53:00.000+08:00

LOLS , see how tht girl sings damn funny .

2010-04-09T12:16:00.002+08:00

today didnt went for cross country .
yesterday ask mummy if can dont go anot.
thn in th end say say say until got tears in my eyes .
dots .
thn in th end she let . hahhas ;D
after tht went to isabella's hse for some reasons .
i use her comp while she vaccum her hse .
she spent almost 1 hr to finish .
after tht went to fetch her sist .
went back her hse and helped her to mop th floor once.
th second time she anyhow mop .
i saw tht . she still ask me why so sticky one .
but i was too tired to say anything .
thn use comp awhile went back home watch code blue .
very sad lorh , maybe cried too much alrdy ,
yesterday night damn dizzy .
cannot even lie down .
thn go vomit , after tht ok abit thn fall asleep lerh .
thn now still got abit dizzy and headache .
so i nvr go cross country is not pon horh ,
is not feeling well . hee ,
now uploading songs to ipod .
byeeee .

2010-04-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

damn funny , hahhas.

2010-04-05T20:17:00.005+08:00

watch finish buzzer beat .

damn nice (:

today in schl quite ok ,

after schl had pepper lunch

with isabella,shandy,yiting and wangyu .

teachers nowadays dont have manners uh ?

treat students like enemy like tht ,

not happy dont teach us larh .

like we beg you to teach us in th first place .

2010-04-03T11:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to shandy's hse
eat steamboat ,
on th way saw jessica .
me,isabella,shandy,yitingandchinyee
shop around until sophia come
thn go up shandy's hse .
after tht chat awhile thn start
to eat . thn got many things damn funny.
isabella keep "protecting her pork"
thn keep swim away ,
damn funny .
after tht went to shandy's room.
thn she and isabella started to fight .
LOL . thn went down jp to rent cd watch .
i havent watch finish jiu go home with chinyee .

2010-03-31T18:58:00.003+08:00

today had pepper lunch for lunch .
thn mummy come find me .
take me go buy th infection med. ,
cause piercing tio infection .
damn smelly one .
after tht went to dance .
thn dance damn funny when they do
th warmup in th end .
i see many ppl do th turning thing
alrdy laugh lerh ,
thn see th junior turn lerh thn fall down ,
i whole person laugh out ,
somemore she also havent even
turn finish one round .
isabella also laugh .
thn after tht her turn again .
she skip th posture damn funny ,
both me and isabella laugh out .
thn when tch scolding tht time ,
i cnt control myself ,
laugh out . really damn funny .
after dance bused home .

you made me get back the
feeling again without realising it .

2010-03-29T16:25:00.002+08:00

had headache from saturday
morning 4+ till now .
thn morning pe run until
high fever . sianned .
thn after tht maths ,
th botak goat go off th fan .
thn recess , isabella's wallet lost .
gopal say no choice .
thn she whole day bad mood .
after tht after schl went to
mac eat . going watch
the wallflower . th story quite nice ,
but th ppl inside not goodlooking .

you make me very confuse.

2010-03-25T21:39:00.003+08:00

today after schl went to watch being human
with isabella,shandy,feifeiandwangyu .
after tht went home . now headache ,
cant think of anything to post .

added BEAST songs to playlist .

you should quit all those
"bad habits" tht you
learn from us.

2010-03-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

watched star golden bell and
idol army today , youtube dont have subs ,
so went to tudou watch ,
somehow their quality was not bad .
tomoro schl reopen ,
wangyu say got new student coming
to our class , from china .
but dont feel like going to schl ,
cause got pe and maths .
sianned .
I HATE MONDAYS .
watched 偷心大聖 PS男.
quite nice , but all th casts like
abit old like tht , but also not tht old larh .
this few days no shows to watch .
all have to wait for them to
either upload or subb .
HAIS .

MIRandLEEJOONdamncuteee ~

2010-03-19T18:39:00.002+08:00

used comp for th whole day today ,
watched MBLAQ's art of seduction .
damn funny , but behind abit touching .
their idol army s5 ep 9 and 10 also
damn funny . keep on laughing .
mir damn cute ,
lee joon mmost funny , his curly hair .
Hahhs ,
holiday going to end ,
dk happy or sad .

2010-03-18T09:59:00.003+08:00

yesterday was flagday ,
not fun one , walk and stand until
leg damn tired one lorh . hais .
thn after tht had lunch with
isabella,shandy,yiting,isabel,jinghuiandwangyu
at mosburger .
damn funny one ,
laugh until stomach damn pain ,
hahhs ;)
after tht go shop for awhile thn went back
home .

idk how to describe yesterday ,
HAIS .

2010-03-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

today morning 0830 wake up ,
wash up , thn planning to on comp for HBL
tht time , saw isabella's missed call .
thn call her back , thn she ask me go her hse do HBL.
in th end , i went and use her sist th small small small
laptop . damn lag , but her comp also sot sot one .
internet connection got prob .
we spent damn long time to do th eng .
thn after tht quickly finished up th rest .
thn watched soul .
damn scary one . after tht euger bring his hamsters
come , thn continue watch soul ,
thn blahblahblah ...
after tht euger went home ,
me and isabella go 7-11 eat lunch .
thn she late for tuition and took cab ,
at gp niah , hahhs .
after tht at home watch MBLAQ
idol army s5 .
tomoro got flagday , dont feel like going .
HAIS .